I'm almost too embarrassed to post this photo, i can't believe its me! How did i ever let myself get like this? This one was taken just the other day, Sunday May 2nd 2010. Me and Lily joined my Mum and her girlfriends for lunch at sizzler, needless to say I was trying to avoid the photos, but that plan didn't work. I cried for an hour over this photo, its horrible. And has really made me realise i NEED to do something about my weight. For my health AND my happiness.
anyways, this is the photo that has made me want to lose the weight for good, and as much as i dont want to post it i know i have to, i have to face my demons and admit how overweight i am, or i will forever be in this denial and i will forever be overweight and unhappy and i will never be the healthy happy beautiful woman i know that i can be, that i want to be, that i deserve to be...
Here goes.... EEp!!
Hey hun...
ReplyDeleteDon't ever hate yourself...ever. You are worth the hard work. Your gorgeous little one and you partner love you and so should you!!
I know it's hard sometimes to see the good side of things...but only you can do it...:-)
One little baby step at a time. You are a very pretty kid...and you can be whatever you want to be.
You take care...and I am looking forward to seeing the smile coming back and hearing that the weight is coming off...
Remember..nothing worth while is ever easy...or it wouldn't be worth while..:-)
Thank-you Erin, you don't know how much those words mean :-)
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